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B!!! It's almost 16 November!!! Our four months anniversary!!! (: Awww I wished we could celebrate it together...

B, remember our first date? (: hmmm... lol we had Kuoy Teow Soup for dinner at a hawker stall... :) I really had fun that day b. I mean, our date was like so odd but at the same time perfect in every way a date should be... (:

It's almost four months now. Throughout those months, we've shared so much together. The good and bad times. It's been hard but I'm so glad we're still here together... I still love you. I still miss you when your not with me.

It burns to say goodbye to you because somehow, my hearts tells me that I shouldn't leave just yet every single time we say goodbye but as long as you know that I love you and my heart is all yours, then don't you worry. You know I'm all yours. (:

You know every time I get to see you, I'll surely witness your ever loving sweetest smile, your great sense of humour, your true beauty which just makes me feel at home with you. That's not just why I love you. Well, because of everything you would do for me... that's why I love you and everything about you, that's why I love you!!! It's hard to explain my love to you but I know that I will, one day for sure.

Drunk in love for you...

Leaving so soon?

Thiam Ming!!! cool... just look at my hair!!! (:

Nabila!!!

Makan!!!

showing off me face again... (:

errr... what were they trying to do?

Chee Heng, me and Chee Peng...

Peng, Win Keong( so called pure guy?) and Mei Kuan...

Samantha the genius!!!

5 Cerdik's!!! (: Hmmm where was I?

Yew King, Kheng Chien, Jia Ming, Nadia and Nabilah

The ex TL and ex- ATL... ( Theresa)

Kheng Chien, Shaun and well duh!!! me la...

My pet daughter( Jun Ee) and I...

5 Cerdik's!!!

Future Engineers...hmmm...

The unavailable's...

Kah Sern and Wilson!!!

Wilson!!! and Shaun...

Kah Sern, Terence, Yew Wei, Me!!!, Jia Ming...

Kah Sern, Jie Sheng...

Me!!!, Azureen, Jie Sheng...

Shaun, Win Keong, Jia Ming, Me!!!, Jie Sheng, Samantha, Cherish, and Mei Kuan...

5 Cerdik so called 'hot stuffs'...

Graduation day!!!!!!!

Damm!!! so fast!!!!

5 years wasn't long...

1 Arif

My first time entering the top class. I even remember the first day of secondary school. All I knew was that Eric and me were great buddies that time. We used to talk all day about Star Wars Battlefront 2!!! We were addicted to that game!!!

2Dedikasi

Sadly, I did quite bad in my examinations and I dropped all the way to the fourth class. It wasn't that bad. I met back my old buddies Kah Sern, and Win Keong... Oh yeah, Chee Peng was in that class too. We used to talk alot about scouts even till today!!! (: I met Adha, Firdaus, and Amin too. Glad I made friends with them. Oh well, only Adha is still here. Firdaus and Amin got transferred.

3 Bestari

Yahoo!!! I got up to the 2nd class. I was absolutely happy. Lots of old friends and new friends were there. Sadly, I sat beside Eng Kiat... He was a bloody guy molester!!! Still, I was kinda quiet in 3B. Oh yeah, I was finally in the same class with Shaun!!! haha my neighbour.

4 Cerdik

Sub-science/engineering. My 7A's got me there but all I knew was that year was hectic and busy!!! Troop Leader took out lots of my time and before I knew it, I was exhausted to even concentrate in class. The best part about that year was that Wilson came back!!! My old buddy since we were like 6 years old...

5 Cerdik

Still with the same people... my grades are slowly improving. No more fails!!! (: Mmmm Frisbee!!! Jia Ming and me were like close buddies in that class and during Frisbee trainings and competitions too. It is a great year as many new things and happy moments came to my life. Met the most wonderful girl in my life, climbed Mount Korbu, U8 SOAR getting second place in INTI Taylor's Open, and campfires...

And finally, here I am, graduating. As I recall, I really do feel sad that I'm leaving school so soon and I thought I might shed some tears during Graduation day but I just couldn't.

We've come a long way,

We've changed,

We're different,

As we reach the end of the road,

All our ever lasting memories are recalled back,

Now as we move on with our lives,

One thing still remains in each of our hearts,

We will,

Always,

and

still be friends forever.

It's almost 4 months. I've enjoyed every moment I had with you. The good times, the bad times. We've been through alot and I'm glad to have joined you, and be with you. When we can finally truly be together, you and me. I can't wait to spent the time of our lives together. No one said It'll be easy but as long as your with me, we can make it through. You make me go the distance for you. Erm well, not all the time but most of it. (: You changed my life. You made me a happier person. You make me live for a reason. Because of that, I am in love with you. I love you for who you are and I don't need you to change yourself. Let's make the best in life. Together. You and me for as long as we can.

Much more.

Alright... now I'm having problems getting up early in the morning. "Hello Gladwin!!! wake up you dongoi!!! You got school la dei!!!"

I know It's been almost a year since I last stepped down from the troop leader post. Sadly, I'm still tired. I always feel tired and not rested at all even though I oversleep. Ooops!!! shouldn't have said that. Okay... well I still get tired. Not always but yea I still get tired. Maybe It's some mental problem I have.

Anyway, I know that I have to go to school. Not because I love going to school. It's just for my own good. I go because I want to study there. I go for a reason. I remember what Pastor Kevin said about waking up early and all. He was joking about it and at the same time trying to tell the church why do we wake up early to go to work or college or uni or even school. He was like, " common church. you wake up early because you want to do well and serve God well. You don't go because you love it. "Oh yeah!!! It's so early. I can't wait to go to work!!! hallelujah!!!" No... If you are that person, then I think you something wrong le.lol!!! I don't wanna come near you... "

He's a really great pastor. He really knows how to make the church laugh out loud and learn something from his preach. Anyway, SPM is less than a month!!! "ala... SPM only ma. Why so nervous wan" okay... I was just joking. SPM is something!!! It's my future.

Moving on, Yi Ping. I hope you're reading this. (: I know we haven't been talking or texting each other for quite some time. I don't blame you. You're busy. Way busier than me. Well I'm busy too with SPM just around the block. Guess we both are busy but that doesn't mean our friendship is falling part. We'll always be friends. (: I can't wait till SPM's over. Take care Yi Ping. You truly are a great friend to me. Thank you so much. =)

I guess that's all for now. I can't wait to really drive on my own!!!


P.S: Driving big cars ain't easy for a beginner like me.

Nothing much to say...

Gosh, SPM is just around the corner and yet I don't feel pressured or tensed up. I mean I am worried but I feel like I'm not taking it seriously. Anyway, I know I have not been blogging for quite some time d. All my posts comes out once in a blue moon.

Deeply missing Frisbee so much. It's been almost two months since I last touched a disc. Training will only resume after SPM so right now, I only go for futsal on some Friday's. Other than that, I've been working out at night ( It's not what you think...) lol...

I guess that's all for now. I really don't have much to say. Not that I dont have much, just that I can't seem to pour it out to my blog. Before I sign out, wishing Jyen Yiee a Happy Belated Birthday!!! (: and to Stephanie Chew who will be celebrating her birthday on the 22nd October. Happy Birthday to you Stef. (:

P.S: when you have nothing left, you have nothing to risk for.

Before We Part.

Before we part,
we hugged each other, so tight,
cause deep down,
I don't want to leave you,
You don't want to leave me,

Before we part,
I kissed your forehead,
to channel all my love to you,
to let you know how happy I am to be with you,
to show how much I care for you.

Before we part,
I kissed you!!!
where our lips touch,
soft,
tender,
as sweet as you,
that one unforgettable moment.

Before we part,
tears were watering your ever loving and great eyes,
flowing down to your cheeks,
I removed it for you,
my thumb.
to wash away the sadness in you.

Before we part,
I hugged you closed to me,
whispering to your ears,
'No matter what, I love you.
You are all that I need'
My one true love,
My baby,
My dearest dear,
Never will I let go,
I am yours,
Still,
and always.

It just keeps coming back.

Me and Kheng Chien. Happy 17th Birthday pal!!! (: Glad to have met you in my life.

Its a Friday. A day after gerak gempur. Kheng Chien's birthday btw. Happy 17th Birthday Ng Kheng Chien!!! Thanks for being a great and super kind friend to me. (: Haha... ok moving on, I had driving class that day itself at 11am till 1pm. Okay, so it was already 11 and I about to leave home when Mr Chan (driving instructor/teacher) called my house phone.

Mr Chan: Hello!!!

Gladwin: Hello?

Mr Chan: where are you?!!!

Gladwin: Oh... Uncle Chan. I'm coming out d. About to leave house actually...

Mr Chan: I told you to wait outside at 11 right!!! (fierce tone). U make me wait so long already u noe!!!

Gladwin: huh... uncle. U can call me ma when u reach court 6?

Mr Chan: (replying fast) Haiyo!!! You think everytime I must call you wan meh friend...

Gladwin: Okay ok... I'm coming (but Mr Chan already put down the phone so fast) out..

I really felt bad now that I think about it but I thought he would call me and let me know that he's already there like he always does but then again, yes, Its my damm fault. So I got to the car and he always lecturing me about punctuality and so on which actually ruined my mood and his mood to too. Yeah... It was quite obvious while I was driving. He was like asking me to do things fast as in change the gear and let go of the clutch and speed up in a moody tone the way he talked. Then he said that my steering control was bad. He just said that out so straight forward. Bloody hell... I'm still learning and It's not like I'm driving every damm day.

I don't know why but I couldn't do the reverse parking very well that time and so was the hill. I did it smoothly during the second class though. That's when he got even mad.Engine broke down a few times while reverse parking mainly because I was rushing to do the the three pointer. Oh yeah, what made him more sarcastic was when I was trying to reverse, he kept saying that the girl doing a reverse parking on another place was faster than me. Its well obvious that the girl had already drive longer than me since there was no instructor in her car. I think there's when I really lost my mood to drive d. Sometimes being too patient really sucks.

Finally he asked me to drive back home. After that, I had lunch and went for futsal at U-One. Kinda sucked playing that day. I haven't really been going out for sports alot so just one round of futsal already was super tiring for me... After futsal, It rained heavily.

Overall, It was still a great day!!! I had fun. At least I did get to play futsal, drive, hang around in Summit, had pan mee for lunch, and well, got la... (:

P.S: Any little small thing or issue that irritates me in the morning can get me mad for a day!!!

P.S: Listening to Shania Twain really soothes my mind.

Shania Twain- Black eyes, Blue tears.

Shania Twain- You're still the one.

Shania Twain- From This moment.

Shania Twain- You've got a way with me.

Little Improvements.

Me in class. Guess what book is that? teehee

creative stuffs to do in the physics lab.

That's the engineering drawing lab.

As I said before, Gerak Gempur has already started in my school. Well, most of the schools. So far, I only sat for engineering drawing and chemistry 1 and 2. Let me just say that chem was hard eventhough the tips were all true. Well, I got it the night before the chem exam. It really helped. Sadly, I heard rumours that Pn Ooi, (chem teacher) might not mark the chem papers since she heard that the tips were leaked. I don't know who told her but that person who told really doesn't know how to keep his or her bloody mouth shut!!!

Okay, so here are my trials results.

BM- 69.

BI- 83

EST- 73

Maths- 82

Add maths- 42!!! I passed.lol

Physics- 55

Chemistry- 50

Sejarah- 54

Engineering Drawing- 45

P. Moral- 67

Overall, I did improve. No fails this time. =) All passed!!! That's it for now. Don't really have much to talk about.

P.S: currently listening to songs sang by Shania Twain. (: